…I’m feeling very, very, very drained and spent. And the blogging is not feeling like it’s “connecting” my Higher Self to what it’s here for at this moment… which very likely is, I feel, to rest.
I’m going to say that all of us sometimes require a rest. What am I resting from?
I’m feeling the day in day out “pressure” to put stuff out there… put something out there… and if I don’t, it’s like something tries to punish my mind for not doing enough to help humanity.
That’s a very small self. The energies of that are very bleak. “Never “good” enough, you are”.
One reason I know I’m here, is to have a type of “resting place”, so that these “inner things” may unveil themselves and be released.
How do I release? Sometimes it’s actually to “yell” about it. Yell at it. And it may get to a point where I throw a few things around (tonight I threw a bag of popcorn into the next room). Just doing that brought out a few items that clearly were mine, that I’ve been holding on to.
So anyway, I’m just sitting down right now writing this, and that’s all I’m doing. Just describing my “state of discomfort”.
Then I’ll go into the “horizontal journeying position” (sleep in bed). Where more processing happens.
Stay the course, even if one knows not where it leads, or how it will “work out”. We’ve been there before.
We can do it.
Aloha, Kp