I like to use this image (of Kp at Kalalau) quite a bit as it shows what I truly “feel” when I am there. And it resonates with my BEing to work with the energies at that Portal. It is a portal, and whether or not it is yours, does not matter. We each have our own, and for me, it is Kalalau… on Kauai.
I’m writing this after having passed through a highly “energized” emotional deal, related to my continuing to be in this house. It was a PO’d feeling, that I was still here (in Illinois) and not feeling a whole lot of movement within myself to sort things through and let go of things and just get out… and back to the islands.
I’ve been feeling quite “flat” about doing things, no matter what it is. I know I have to move back to the islands, yet I also know I am here to hold the space for one or two more “major” events that need to occur, before I return (and I do NOT know what they are).
I’m realizing, more and more, that this house (and living in the Midwest) is a great weight upon my Spirit. It is a comfort zone, with a great weight. I know I need to release it all.
So tonight, I did one simple thing after my emotional eruption… I put a bright red Post-It “TO DO” note on a part of the house (a closet) I could start on. Small, but it is my start.
I know timelines are flexible (and perhaps multiple), but I feel that I am to be living (fully) on the islands (without the weights of any Illinois house or other connections of the past), by the end of 2022.
So there.
Basically, I know my life here, in the middle of Turtle Island, is over. And the new phase will begin, as soon as I have left, and landed back in Hawaii (Lemuria).
Pardon this is such a personal communication, but I felt it had to be done.
Blessings to all, and Mahalo for your prayers, Love, and Light.
Aloha, Kp