This will be the last “regular” posting on the blog for now. This post is here to bring a bit of clarity to my situation.
I’ve been actively blogging for 11 years.
My earth parents both passed away 2 years ago, and I’ve been “caretaking” for all of that time, and since their passing, with the house.
Still I have felt drawn to continue “the blogging” during these phases of “the CV” outbreak, and the v_ax deployment.
Now apparently we are coming up on a potential EBS, shutdown, military guided takedown of the ds, so continually “stocking up” on this and that and this and that and this and that and this and that and this and that. Who knows. It’s felt like a continual tensioning of the spirit.
We’ve all been feeling these things, I’m sure, but for myself, there is so much “energetically” going on, and I’ve been feeling a tension, compression, whatever, which has gone along with variety of “caretaking” items (regarding house, personal things, money matters, etc., being in this same old same old neighborhood, etc., day and night after day and night where the temp. never got above freezing…). Continual… almost constant.
Finally I got to a point (a few days ago) where I was not sleeping much at all, felt this “inner compulsion” (a compulsion, not a desire) to put things out on the blog, and the only relief I felt was on my continual trips to Viator, for mocha. I found myself sometimes “pounding” around the house, with an occasional full volume “screaming” and “yelling” at things (I do recall that Pavarotti said that singing is “controlled yelling”). I’ve felt I had to go through those things.
In any event, I realized that I had to just get away from everything here, for awhile.
I have no idea how long this will be, but it will be… very soon.
The only thing I’ll say about where I’m going, is that it will be warmer than here.
I deserve a break. We all deserve a break.
So until later, blessings to all, and
Aloha, Kp
PS: anything I might “throw up” on the internet tubes would come via the ‘KpBlog.space posts’ Telegram page (alternate link).