There are times when I wonder what I’m doing here, and what I am to continue doing by living in a place, and earth location, that does not feel like it is “mine”, does not feel like it is “home”, and has never felt like it was “home”.
Some will likely say, “Yes, keep on keeping on, and in a house that is, as a residence, a very, very comfortable house to be in.” But it is very, very, very big, and with a yard that requires “doing stuff” with it, and all the things that may happen to it (like today, some burrow holes all of a sudden show up). This is not what I want to be doing and not where I want to be BEing.
I can say I appreciate it, but it is still definitely not mine.
So I have to set those “knowings” aside, and continue clearing out this place, and (best as I know how) keep this place in a decent shape, until it is resolved what I am to do with it. That “time of knowing” has not yet arrived.
Also, now, is the blog, and more recently, a greater unwillingness to spend much time with it, posting this and that and this and that and this and that and this and that, about stuff going on here and there and here and there and here and there and here and there, from many I’ve posted before, about this part of the deep state being exposed, and/or dissolving away.
I post what I “get” to post. I post what resonates with my Inner BEingness, and with my Higher Innards. I have not, and do not pay any attention whatsoever with what others may or may not “think” or “feel” about it.
I do not spend hours and hours and days and days checking out each and every little tiny “piece of data”, or “fact” that’s included in any item I post. That is not how I do things, and it (likely) never will be.
I post what I “get” to post.
Some still do not likely get this. And I’m sure there are some who’d like to discuss and argue and debate and do the “why this was posted”, “why that was posted”, or “I can’t believe you posted this guy”, I can’t believe you posted that person”.
I will have nothing to do with, and will quickly get myself out of, anything(s) like that. And that is why I do not allow any “comments”, “discussions”, or anything like that, on the Kp blog.
Although I’m “working” with clearing this house, and separating from many many items I have connections with from my (and/or my parents’) past, and although I’m usually okay and “serene” with it, sometimes I run across one that triggers and emotional connection, and may be an “outburst”, with something I am being called to release (like today, just a few minutes ago, the memory of my Mother in her last days, seeing her with her body and face paralyzed on one side, knowing that she was soon leaving, yet she was still smiling and holding my hand tightly).
I will continue to post on this blog, but it will always be on my terms, based on what comes through via my Guidance.
The blog may be changing at some point, but I will continue to post based on one thing:
“I post what I ‘get’ to post.”
That is all…
Aloha, Kp
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