Kp Message 8-20-20 (at 0222 AM)… “Very challenging… and Feeling Challenged”

Although my posting still continues, I will admit that I’m feeling very challenged, much of the time, and often not dealing with these challenges in a “Light and bright and peace-filled” kind of way.

Part of me is feeling challenged by the processes of moving things out from this huge house, to various locations. Tonight was about 438 books that my Mother used to read, and Good Housekeeping (4-5 years worth). They’re now in bags and boxes, likely to be taken to Common Grounds downtown, where he (Jeff, the owner) takes books into his shop for people to browse and read and/or buy while they enjoy coffee drinks.

Most days I’m okay with doing this, but all day today I had one after another “issue” come up, while I was on my way to a healing massage from Kari G. Took a “wrong” turn, ended up going wrong way on a one way street, got going again, ended up on a road behind a slow tractor, then right after came upon a road that looked like it was blocked by a tree (it wasn’t, but it looked like it). One thing after another.

Then there’s this whole CV-19 “pandemic” charade, with the masks and all. Sometimes part of me just cannot tolerate the idea of wearing a mask… anywhere. It is such BS. And yet most every store I want to go into all the people are dutifully wearing the mask. I’m creating ways to get around it, and as much as possible I do NOT wear a mask.

And I occasionally run into a “mask shaming” person, or they give a look like “How dare you not wear a mask and BE the free person you really are”… “How dare you!” (actually, that last one is a “Greta Thunberg-at-the-UN-ism”).

Somehow, I feel I’m sensing the emotions of the collective, and maybe I’m expressing these anti-mask feelings to help the collective release their fears.

But in any event, 99.99% of my time, I DO NOT WEAR A MASK (and please note I encourage each person to find their own way through this “mask craze”).

So that’s it for now. Likely tomorrow I’ll release the books to Common Grounds, and head off again to Arcedium CoffeeHouse, which I truly love (and where I am definitely free to NOT wear a mask).

Aloha, Kp