Give me the Chaotic Node, please… with Whipped Cream on Top…

by Kauilapele

Waiting for some things to develop out of thin air. That’s what it feels like right now. Yesterday was quite a major day of a high influx of some type of new energy which I cannot put a measure on. And do not know precisely what it was about.

The number 8 came up several times. Several times, and in bunches. That’s about all I can say about the yesterday at the moment.

You know, energy “work” never feels like work to me. But the day after often feels like I’ve been through the mill. And sometimes the place where you are at, in the “action”, so to speak, you have to get out fast, because so much is changing and you are not to be part of the chaos which you have helped bring about. Once I stayed perhaps a bit too long, I was trying to climb up a branch on a tree, and my foot slipped, and my bare arm grabbed on to the branch, and scraped along it. So I ended up with a large red bleeding welt. One great reason to take a spray bottle of hydrogen peroxide along!

Another thing, chaos is s natural step between two levels. Out of chaos, a higher energy or higher structure, emerges. Books have been written about this. Check out Ilya Prigogine, for one. He studied and wrote about systems that were far from equilibrium. That’s what evolution is about. Removing oneself from the “normal” equilibrium, and rising out of it, through the chaotic node, or space. Out of chaos, comes a Higher Order.

That’s all I can say tonight. Someone from my past came in today, and part of my chaotic node is telling them I have other things to do. They are not part of my current moment, and I am not willing to sit with them for hours and talk about the “good ‘old equilibrium’ days”. I’ll be glad to take the chaotic node.