So what am I ascending TO?????

These last few days I’ve wondered what was going on. Feeling very irritated with this one’s life state and this and that. But basically not wanting caring desiring ANYthing. Doing nothing saying nothing. Worldly garbage things and garbage talk from all sorts of places, people, even so-called New Thought-ers. Garbage only meaning that which is time to be discarded.

Ascension sounds so nice and wonderful. Going higher higher to something, some “state” of whatever.

Does it mean going up? Sometimes it feels more like just riding around and dropping off “stuff”. Sometimes it feels like going down, back to old regions of what I used to think of as “Me”. Sometimes it feels like it’s not EVEN “Me”, but more like I’m doing this for a bunch of others that I’ve never met before (and I do NOT know what “doing” means here). And sometimes I feel like there’s more like chaos and disorder and what the Hell is going on here.

And I can say that I have no answers. All I do is just BE and let the ME of Kauilapele or personality or ego or self (all with small p, e, s) go through its thing and get the heck out of the way. Many times I understand what the four letter words were invented for.

So when I find out what I am ascending to, I’ll probably BE there. With you.

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