Kp Message 3-7-20… “Experiencing an ‘Immense amount’ of turmoil at the moment”

Right now, I’m in the midst of what seems to be an “immense amount” of inner turmoil. It’s there, I can feel it almost every moment of this day.

I want to make a decision, and I feel at some point I will need to make a decision. But part of me does not want to. And tonight it was clear that the time is not “correct” for that decision to be made.

No… I’m not going to say what that was all about, but maybe later.

Part of my challenge is with my dental situation (not the greatest), and I’m now taking measures to improve that. I’ve decided that the teeth I have are worth preserving.

Part of my challenge is with my Dad, and to BE with him. I still feel he has free will, and wants to exercise it, and desires to do as much as he can for himself. Part of that free will was a decision (by him) to get his cataracts replaced, so his vision will by greatly improved. I know he’s facing some “fear” about that, and I do believe part of my reason for being here is to assist him in improving his physical body in whatever ways he wants to.

I have communicated that I want (and need) to have my time away from him and doing my own thing, at least a couple times per week, and maybe even going an hour away, so we are working that out. Also we agreed to bring in outside assistance for him, in the house, so that I might get away for several hours at a time some days. Also a house cleaning person will be hired.

So much of this “‘Immense amount’ of turmoil” has involved those constructive things.

I’m not sure how all this will play out, but we take it one moment at a time.

I did get a very strong message that one reason I was being “confined” to this house, for a period of time, was to stabilize the energies in this particular region of the Midwest, and help many others here awaken to their Higher BEing nature. So here I AM, and here I will stay, until “notice” is given to depart.

Well, that’s all for now.

Aloha to all,
Kp