Kp Message 1-22-20… “Weak Connections”

This (1-21-20) has been a day of “ups and downs”, accomplishments and “frustrations”. And (dammit) I know that all of those are from within ME… and no one else.

Then to top it off tonight, I was trying to set up a Roku on the TV in the family room, but the internet WiFi connection is so crappy that it could not be done. So I moved the modem about 10 feet to get closer to the TV, but then the modem kept kicking out. Moved it back, and it was okay… CRAP.

And there is no easy way to get an ethernet cord through there to the TV because it’s a slab floor and the internet comes from the basement. And part of me is feeling PO’d about it!!!!!

And then there were legal papers to get through today, and stuff signed (to protect assets), and that was done, but then there’s Dad’s medical stuff and his condition(s) to deal with and get addressed. Haven’t even come close to that yet.

And, yes, I have a (physical) issue or two to deal with, that I’ve put off because I’m taking care of Dad.

I know there’s a reason for (and a lesson with) all of this. But sometimes I’d rather just get PO’d and allow that to flow through.

Some days I have no idea how and if I’ll get through it. I always do, but right now, there’s also no end in sight. And I’m feeling it, big time right now. Part of me wants out, but the deeper Self of me knows it is here to stay…

Right now I feel I’m “in the midst” of a vortex of uncertainty, with no vision of how it’s going to end, and where it’s going to go.

Just give me something easy… like working with Energies.

Aloha all,
Kp