Kp Message 11-16-19… “Mom update” (and “I’m still in ‘processing mode'”)

Mother has finally arrived at her new rehab center (the one that’s very close to Dad and I), and I visited her today and she seems quite content with the facility. As am I. I’ve met many of the staff who will be working with her, and they all seem to be a welcoming group. This therapy will be “sub acute” so not so much physical work, until she gets stronger. Soon Dad will come out to visit, along with myself.

I’d like to say that “all is well” and that I feel very much “in the Light” right this moment (like the image above left shows), but actually, I’m feeling very compressed, oppressed, and overwhelmed again in this now moment. I’m not used to considering the needs of two other people in addition to myself.

The “free flow” of movement and “freedom of BEing” just isn’t there right now. I’m taking one moment at a time, one day at a time, and still it’s like there’s always every day something new to “deal with”, “address”, and so much of this is just NOT what I felt I was to be.

And no, I am not dealing “well” with everything, I am not handling everything “in the Light”, I am not feeling like I am a “BEing of Light”, I am not feeling like “everything is wonderful and fabulous and so on”. Sometimes I feel I just want to get out of here.

So that’s where I’m at right now. It’s after midnight and I really have no desire to blog about anything. All the so-called “items of news, disclosure, etc., etc., etc.”, have very little impact on me.

I still listen to x22Report news most days, but the so-called “impeachment inquiry” is often on my Dad’s TV tube, and I have to put the earphones in and listen to my own favorite YouTube channels. Thank God for that.

I’m also very much more aware of the quantity of absolute CRAP that is on msm television. Commercials, sports things, news things… all of it is CRAP. At some point, I will get my own Roku setup so I can watch the things I want to watch on my own TV screen. It will happen.

Pardon my sharing these “frustration energies” I’m sensing right now. I’ve never been in this space before, and I’m doing my best to take care of two other people and then myself.

I do know that much of this is happening for the good of the planet, and for many who are in my local arena at this time.

That’s all for now. And thanks to all who have helped out with notes and emails of support and donations and Light.

Aloha, Kp