What Am I Doing Here???

[Pardon… I sent this out without a title, when first posted.]

At this moment I have got to a point where I do not know where my next stepping is to be. I like working with “energy”. That’s what I’ve been doing the last few years. And then came the “12-12-12″… I knew I was done with the “energy work”. For this cosmic cycle, at least.

And then came the (infamous) “12-21-12”. I did “nothing” energetic-mission-wise. But I knew it was somehow a powerful event.

And then came December 26, at 12:09 AM, when I received the first (of many) emails from Heather Ann Tucci-Jarraf. And that One People’s Public Trust. And my world was all messed up opened up… again.

So now I’ve got to this point where I’m asking, “What am I doing here???”

This blog is subtitled, “Today’s energies from Hawai’i”, and right now I’m feeling like “Today’s Energies” are like waves coming in from a new direction. A new type of wave, and a wave I’m not used to riding. I do not know what is next.

So, what the h—, I’ll just write another blog post, while I have a kitty squirming in my lap trying to go to sleep. But I’m writing anyway.

This One People’s Public Trust. What a pain!!! To my former understanding of who I was and what I was doing here, that is. It seems I am a part of it. Whatever it is. This meddling around with docs and UCC’s and 1111.1’s, and then there’s side shows like “who’s” on president, and “what’s” on vice president, and “I don’t know’s” on third.

For myself, I still “get” that the energy work is still number 1. It is prime. I AM that energy worker which cannot be replaced, or exchanged, or traded for. So when my time for that comes up again, so be it. I will go.

In the meantime, I will sit here with Koa (kitty’s name) on my lap, thinking about filling out those OPPT templates and trying them out as, what seems to be, like a “Get out of jail free” card. And, by the way, there is no jail anymore, anyway.

As a spiritual being, I have known, for some time, that there are no prisons. I am free, I am unlimited, and there are no chains that bind me. Never have been, never will be.

BUT, I’ve always played along with the WORLD CORPORATION COUNTRY “strawman” games. “Be a nice boy, now. Pay your taxes, register your vehicle, pay off your loans, pay all your credit cards on time, and please don’t make waves on this surface Earth world. Be a nice boy, now.”

But I often SAW that this whole Earth world system was absolutely NOT in alignment with what I AM. The I AM of me is, and always has been, free.

Could it be, then, that I am now being asked (along with many others) by my Higher Self, to help in bringing this “Earth world” system to its knees? And bring back a system in alignment with the collective I AM, of each of us? Of all of us?

Maybe that’s it. We shall see.

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